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[Dec. 9th, 2003|01:14 pm] |
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Ok, it's been quite a while since I've updated. A lot of shit has gone on in the past few weeks. Where do I begin? Ok. After my last update sounds good. Let me try and remember what's happened in those past few weeks: Went to work that night. Laura worked with me, but Harmony wasn't there. Work's been really slow lately. It bothers me a bit. I'm not pulling in the money like I was. Well, I expect it to pick up again soon.
A couple of weeks ago, Heathyr slept over my house because she was going to go to school with me and then we'd go and pick up Katie at school so she could be home for the weekend. I refuse to disclose the events that ensued that night, but what I will say is I was a very happy Suzy.
Oh! And some time ago, within the last couple of weeks (it really has been a while since I've updated), Sam and Jacquie have been...dating. I guess that's what you can call it. Well, they seem happy enough, and I'm excited for them. Of course, everyone at work was being super nosy and asking me who that guy was that Jacquie was with, how she knew him, blah blah blah. I told them not to worry, she knows what she's doing, and he's a good friend of mine and I trust him. And her. And I do.
Thanksgiving was...an experience. Got my "aunt flow" visiting. Grr. That sucked. Kept getting picked on by the fam. That's to be expected. Then, the trips down memory lane ensued. That was it. Needed to go to bed and forget that any of them were even around. Jacquie called me and asked me over. I rushed as if there were no tomorrow! We had a post Turkey Day celebration.
Jess and I have been having some issues. She feels that I'm replacing her with Jacquie. I'm not. I wish she'd realize that. I can't control our work and school scedules. I've been doing everything I can to try and include her in whatever I'm doing. I invited her on the cruise, I have her come with us to Barnes and Nobles, and I call her up as much as possible. I don't know what else to do. I feel like I'm being a bad friend, but I'm really not. If you read this, know that I'm trying. I don't know what else to do. The blame can't all be on me. If you're uncomfortable and feel left out in a conversation, jump in and give your 2 cents or start a new topic or something. Don't just sit there quietly and not let me know that there's anything wrong. Ok, I'm not yelling. I'm just telling you that we both have to do our best to patch this up. You're still my best friend/sister in my eyes. Nothing will ever change that.
Been seeing a lot of sam and Tiff lately. I'm glad they're speaking. It's really nice to know that after a tough breakup, people can still be friends. Gives me something to strive for.
Speaking of Sam, met his friend Joe recently. He seems like a trip and a half. He's been calling me, trying to get us to hang out, and even knows some people I went to middle/high school with! That's insanity! I hope that over the break we can all hang out. He seems really nice, and I think he's pretty good looking too. But you didn't hear that from me ;). Oh, but the first night we all hung out, Heathyr and I made use of Jacquie's bathroom! After other peopel made use of it, who shall remain nameless ;). Good first impression, huh? It was rather entertaining. Well, he called me afterwards, so obviously it didn't bother him too badly.
This past Wednesday, went to Gotham Citi. I was excited to go, considering I'd only been twice before. The night started out great. I went with Heathyr, and we met Barry and his friends Charlie and Doug there. Charlie was quiet, but really good looking. Doug was...not anywhere around half the time, but he seemed pretty kool. Steve, the guy that does the whippings, was there. Heathyr and I decided to go and get whipped again. It was fun at first, but then it got to be really uncomfortable. I won't go into too much detail, but I just felt really creeped out. It reminded me of another guy I knew, who's name I will always refuse to mention. I've made reference to him before, and always only as HIM. I felt slightly violated, and couldn't say anything. I froze, like a deer in headlights. I just prayed that we would leave soon. After we left, I was fine. The next day, it sort of hit me, though. But I'm over it now. I wrote a poem about it, and felt relieved. I'll have to post it later.
This weekend, I got snowed in, along with the rest of the state. Work was cancelled for me for fri. and sat., and I didn't have to go in on sun. Nice relaxing break. Of course, I got sick over the weekend, so I didn't enjoy it as much as I could/should have. I'm not going to class today because I feel rotten. I might call out of work tonight if I don't feel better. Let them write me up.
Oh, I have to mention something kind of funny. This kid Everett that I met at the Static X Concert (a friend of my friend Marc's...he goes to CCSU with me) got my screen name from Marc and has been talking to me lately. He told me that he kept bugging marc for the "really hot girl from the concert's screen name." *blushes* It was kool. He's awesome, and funny, and it's be kool to hang out with him again.
Yesterday, I was Ms. Santa. I brought in a bunch of gifts for people at school. It was so good just to see them smiling and get thanked and get hugs nad kisses and whatnot. That's what Christmas is about...bringing joy to others. I can't wait to give to my friends and family. I have the perfect gifts for most of them hehe. Oh, and my friend Adam called me and completely made my day. He said that the gift and the inspirational talk I had with him (long story) had inspired him to call up a friend of ours and patch things up with her. He said that I made his day and he'd been so happy all day long and just had to call me and tell me. That's what makes this life worth living sometimes...just hearing a kind word once in a while.
Ok, you're pretty much brought up to date now. If I think of anything else, I'll let you know. Until next time... |
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